Monday, October 16, 2006
- 1st Day of Level 1.2 (How can i ever impress you!) -
1st day of school in level 1.2 ...
Almost late because of BUS... waited 15+ mins for 153... by the time it came it was already 9.23am... lesson is at 10am... anyway after i change bus at Bt Timah road, i took only a few stops till Hwa Chong then i took a cab down... wth $4 lor... there goes my breakfast $$$ ...
ComT so boring lor... So cold also... 2 air-con blowing at me...
Waited for everyone at Canteen 1... Check email too... and i had this...
----> Dear Students,
1. Based on your good academic performance at Level 1.1, we are pleased to invite you to enrol into our Diploma Plus Programme: Certificate in Advanced Engineering Mathematics (CAEM) in the coming October 2006 Semester. You will be the first batch of students in NP to enrol into CAEM. After completing all the 4 modules in CAEM, you will receive the Diploma Plus Certificate together with your Diploma on your graduation .
2. This programme is the concerted effort between NP Electronic & Computer Engineering Division (NP ECE) and NUS Electrical & Computer Engineering Department (NUS ECE) to bring your knowledge in mathematics to a level equivalent to the first-year foundation mathematics required for a NUS engineering degree course. It consists 4 modules which are designed according to NUS syllabi for engineering mathematics. The first module of the programme, CAEM1, will be offered in October 2006 Semester. <----
Hmm... Happy in a way... haha... Btw JS also got it... JH don't have... sad sia... dono if Nat have a not... if not all of us can take it also..
Anyway... people don't want to eat canteen 1 so went to SIM... Super long Q for seats and food...
Then twins went off for class...
Walk pass their classes and peeped in... haha... so funny lor... dono why but its just funny... haha... something like parents seeing their kids to school on the 1st day... haha...
went to library and sit for awhile... to look at the mail again... haha...
Went off with alvin, ks and sl when they came... haiz.. went to taka again... walk alot, crap alot... then kuku ks left us... sl went to G2000 to find shirt... then after that was find my watch! hahaha... saw the black 1 at Tangs but was $98... lucky didn't buy cause found it at Time Club in Far East Shopping center... The best part is... it was selling for $72... woohoo... hahaha.... so happy... haha...
Headed straight to Food Republic at wisma and had beef noodles for dinner... aiya... nothing beats the beef noodles at Purvis St.
Came home by train... haiz...
What is a home? haiz... Just a shelter over my head... No one at home seems to care for the right thing... Got this Advance math thing they also dun seem impress or happy for me... same thing happen when i got into prefects... SLB... Media Club V.chair... Can't they see i'm doing GOOD to get their attention... or is it not good enough... if that is so... what is good enough in your eyes? I see myself as just not good enough for u... so you gotta tell me what i should do to be better than just what i am now... Hint to you guys so many times liao... is either u all just don't get it or ur just ignoring me... i really dono what to do liao... i'm just lost...
i'm never good enough for anyone...
| - = kiwi88 = - @ 10/16/2006 09:37:00 pm|
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Sunday, October 15, 2006
- Weekend Happenings -
14 Oct (yesterday)
Woke up early, went to kovan MRT to register for driving school...
Then went over to XMS for the Open House to all PSLE students...
AV is still the same... just as screwed up as before... some things never change...
Simple stuff like laying mic wires also have to argue...
Saw Bruce and talked to him about Alumni stuff...
After the crappy event was settled, went for lunch with TKD, Chor Seng and Kevin Ong... talked about some stuff... then went over to TKD hse to collect my eXactMat which he got for me for $39...
Went home took a short nap and woke up around 7pm... Then went oveer to twins place...
Went over to justin's house late because we watch tv... Then played with his game console... Until about 1am... went to HK Cafe to have supper... ordered tonnes of food like its FOC... Total of $71.10 was eaten up in an instant...
Today...
Woke up early 8am+.... The rest still sleeping and snoring away...
Watch TV till the rest woke up at 10+...
Then went over to Twins house for lunch and showered... Before meeting Nat and Thong at Queensway shopping centre where we bought our new Deuter Bags!!! Had some color combi problems... haha... but its settled liao... everyone is happy i hope! haha...
Tml school start liao better sleep early... Nitesz
| - = kiwi88 = - @ 10/15/2006 08:06:00 pm|
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Friday, October 13, 2006
- LOW -
Still feeling low...
Guess its just me...
What i see...
How i feel...
It has always been me...
Just small guestures make a big difference...
Now i can see your feelings for me...
I'm just a pawn in your life...
Awaiting to be taken out of the game...
Happy as i may seem to be...
Sadness is filling my cup of tea...
And i'm just drinking it back in...
Guess it is fate that this happen to me...
Its just been a long time since i let it out...
Now theres no one there to let out to...
So this is where i should leave the mark...
| - = kiwi88 = - @ 10/13/2006 11:26:00 pm|
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Tuesday, October 10, 2006
- Me? -
Its me again... I'm the problem...
Why am i so hard to please? i'm so crappy...
I suckS!!! Theres nothing good about me...
I'm just the loser next door...
Feeling damn lousy...
| - = kiwi88 = - @ 10/10/2006 12:37:00 am|
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Monday, October 09, 2006
- Life -
NO one would understand how i feel, until they are in my shoes.
For i may look OK all the time, the thoughts and feelings in my heart has always been a mess.
Best Pals (Poly)
Twins
Nat
Justin
Good Pals
Alvin
SL
KS
Schuman
Best Pals (Sec Sch)
Francine Tang
Desmond Seow
Edwin Loke
Samantha Hsu
Gilda Wang
Qin Yao
Bao Jia
Good Pals
SLB peeps
AV Crew
Ex...
Cathrine Lim
Yvonne Ong
| - = kiwi88 = - @ 10/09/2006 10:14:00 pm|
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Sunday, October 08, 2006
- Why? -
Why? Whats wrong? am i wrong?
Why? Why must i always be the one?
Why? Why i'm always the one that suffer?
Why? Why do i deserve this?
What? What is it that i've done wrong?
What? What is the problem with me?
Can? Can i get angry? or only people can get angry with me?
I need to know and i need to know now!
What have i done wrong?
Am i not good enough for any one?
Am i all alone?
Does anyone cares how i feel?
Am i juz a punching bag or a sponge to absorb everyones' saddness and sorrows, for people to take advantage of and discard after use?
What am i to this world?
Is this a game where i'm the player who is meant to lose all the time?
It hurts. It hurts real bad.
I hide. I do hide. I hide it so that it would not hurt anyone else.
It feels real bad, the pain is real. My heart is real too. And I don't want the world to see me, Cause I don't think that they'd understand.
| - = kiwi88 = - @ 10/08/2006 11:58:00 pm|
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- Bloody Pissed!!! (Extra extra read all about it!) -
Kukus! liar! Why am i so stupid to believe you!!! Kana con another time!
Fine lah Make me Be freakin bright light bulb while ur at home DoTAing! Making me so bloody stress and awkward! and give me the excuse that u party too much cannot even go out! and end up at a PARTY in the evening! Bloody HELL!!! i'm a BLOODY FOOL to BELIEVE u!!! I'm always made use of! and dispose when not needed! I'm juz a FUCKIN puppet! that works for free! Idiot proof! any1 also can and know how to USE!!!
Note:No offence to the people i went out wif! i did enjoy myself but if they were there i'll not be that stressed.
(Extra extra read all about it!)
Walau today so extra... argh!!!! crap!!! i should not have gone! so bright! So Extra... Brightly walked down the whole of orchard road!!! walau... had dinner some more... argh!!!! biting and grinding my teeth now!!! argh!!!
Private and confidential... haha... only authorised personals are entitled to the full story!~
| - = kiwi88 = - @ 10/08/2006 09:31:00 pm|
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- Sadded -
Its been almost a year since...
Yes i was angered and fuming...
At the same time i was sad and didn't know what to do...
I kept quiet about it and did not think it was for real.
The more i waited the more real it got!
And soon i found that i've lost all...
The time we spent was special to me.
I'll keep it all inside of me.
I did hated you at first,
For doing all this to me.
But now i've forgiven and forget,
I hope we still can be best friends.
| - = kiwi88 = - @ 10/08/2006 08:48:00 pm|
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