Sunday, October 08, 2006

- Why? -

Why? Whats wrong? am i wrong?
Why? Why must i always be the one?
Why? Why i'm always the one that suffer?
Why? Why do i deserve this?
What? What is it that i've done wrong?
What? What is the problem with me?
Can? Can i get angry? or only people can get angry with me?

I need to know and i need to know now!
What have i done wrong?
Am i not good enough for any one?
Am i all alone?
Does anyone cares how i feel?
Am i juz a punching bag or a sponge to absorb everyones' saddness and sorrows, for people to take advantage of and discard after use?
What am i to this world?
Is this a game where i'm the player who is meant to lose all the time?


It hurts. It hurts real bad.
I hide. I do hide. I hide it so that it would not hurt anyone else.
It feels real bad, the pain is real. My heart is real too. And I don't want the world to see me, Cause I don't think that they'd understand.


| - = kiwi88 = - @ 10/08/2006 11:58:00 pm|

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