Monday, November 06, 2006

- Long time since i last posted... somethings never change... -

Its been 21 days since i last posted... and some things will never change... i'm still just as useless as ever... not reaching people's standard... i'm still the bloody idiot that do things for no returns... the one who gives but never take... juz the plain idiot u can nvr find anywhere else in the world...

There is no meaning in my life! Why am i here for? I'm just useless, hopeless... gd 4 nth... and my pt is proven... theres nth more u can do/say to change things...

i'm just nvr seem appreciated... not tresured by people... always being taken advantage of... just always there for people to use... scold... be a punching bag... go to when theres problem... or run away to... but i don't seem to have ppl i can go to when i'm down...

i'm just always there for people... some share wif me some don't... but i have no one to share wif... who is there for me? even the closest of people... how they treat me... juz feel so left out... so unwanted... so useless... and it has been like this since 4ever... sometimes i juz wish i nvr existed...

how nice it wld be if i nvr exist... the world wld probly be more peaceful... no wars... no killings... juz peace... everyone smiling... happy ever after ending...


| - = kiwi88 = - @ 11/06/2006 10:01:00 pm|

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