Saturday, May 12, 2007

- UPDATE -

Yup! I'm moody again!
Yeah!!! the whole world is jumping for joy!

Anyway I'll be nice as always...
Update my status 1st... so it'll not be so boring...

I'm still an NP Skater!!! haha...
In the Ex-Co as Inline Hockey Manager... (Someone drop out)
Still just as SUCK at Studies... Year 2 Already!
Still getting myself in a lot of academic trouble!
Still getting damn old!
Still a SAI KANG WARRIOR!
Planning Skate Camp for freshmen!


Thats all for the "good stuff" i guess...



Now the bad...

I'm still making 'trouble' at home...
I'm still always the one that is wrong...
I'm still being use by people...
I'm still searching for that TRUE friend who really understands me...

What have i done to deserve this?
All I'm asking for is family time! is that too difficult to give?
Am i that selfish because i ask you to come fetch me home from the mrt station when its raining heavily. So that i can shower and then we can all go out for a nice mothers' day dinner?
You can bathe while dad fetch me home so that i could bathe too rite! If not you all want to bathe liao then come fetch me home to bathe then go out for dinner meh? no logic right!
I come home is to bathe then go out for dinner as a family wad.... if not i would have ask you all to meet me in town for dinner instead. MRT not free you know! and its coming out from my pocket not yours! There is a lot of things i buy, the money is from my pocket not yours cause i know we're all in financial difficulties. i never have the heart to get the money from you guys unless its really a NEED. Even me being like that I'm still not good enough for you! In this case, I'll never be good enough for ANYone of YOU!
I really don't know what to do anymore!
I'm an accident anyway... you should have aborted me 19 years ago... then you have all the EXTRA thousands of dollars you've spent(WASTED) on me... since i never seem to impress you or make you happy... if you really want that money that badly just tell me... I'll leave so that you don't have to waste any more money on ME. I guess the only reason I'm still here is because of mama... cause i only feel the love from her... she's the only one that truly love me...
So i guess I'm still here just to serve you... fix your IT problems... Technical and mechanical stuff...


| - = kiwi88 = - @ 5/12/2007 07:24:00 pm|

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