Tuesday, August 07, 2007

- Hiaz... i'm better off dead! -

Well... the day started off BAD...
Dad replied my last night SMS about having the car for the next 2 weeks. I ask for the car cause exams are around the corner and time spent traveling to and from sch is like 2hrs of wasted time... Mum said NO thats why asked dad...
"May i have the car for the next few weeks. i dun see the point spending hours on the bus just to attend 2 or 3hours of lesson. When the car will be sitting at the car park the whole day. Coe, road tax all paid for just to park the car in sch the whole day? To me it makes no sense. So may i pls have the car."
Dad gave this reply on SMS...
"The car is a thing of convenient we can live without. It is a luxury if you get to drive, if not life goes on. Appreciate the opportunities given at times, don't abuse it. And always accept 'NO' gracefully. The last thing i want is a negative environment at home."

It seem like he has a template of this cause the other time he sent me a very similar SMS. Anyway not that i don't agree with him... Its just that what i say is also true... And i have been taking 'NO' for an answer without complaining... what more do you want from me?
All i want is to use the car which everything has already been paid for and your not fully utilising it!

Yeah people can use me as a punching bag...
I already had a bad morning... but i still go to school showing a happy face... i've been doing it for years... i wonder how long more do i have to keep this going... its not easy... it hurts alot...

Called to ask about printing the room booking. And i got shouted at...

I really don't know already...
I think all i can say is i'm a useless person and a bad son.


| - = kiwi88 = - @ 8/07/2007 08:35:00 pm|

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